Na chaaho hume itna..........

Na Chaaho Itna Hame, Chahaton Se Dar Lagta Hai
Na Aao Itna Kareeb, Judai Se Dar Lagta Hai
Tumhari Wafaon Pe Bharosa Hai
Magar Apne Naseeb Se Dar Lagta Hai

A big Mistake..........

Kabhi kabhi-2 haalat insaan ko itna majboor kar dete hai ki fir usko kisi ki value samajh nahin aati, shayad mere saath bhi aaj kuch aisa hi hua, shayad main apni iss mistake k liye khud ko kabhi maaf nahin kar paungi, kynki main nahin chahti thi ki main Neeraj ko kabhi bhi hurt karoon but aaj apni zindagi ki iss race main shayad main haar gai..................
shayad main apna vo bharosa kho baithi hoon jisne banane main mujhe 5 saal lag gaye but haalat k chalte main itna daar gai thi ki mujhe kuch bhi samahj nahin aaya ki mujhe kya karna chaiye aur mujhse itni badi galti ho gai ki aab main khud ko kabhi maaf naihn kar paaungi..........
Hospital main Dr. Gupta ki vo baat ki mujhe cancer hai ko lekar main itna daar gai thi ki 4 din se na aachi tarah so paa rahi thi aur na khush reh paa rahi thi par pata nai mujhe kya ho gaya ki maine ye saari baatein neeraj ko bata di jo mujhe nahin bolni chaiye thi...............Main Neeraj se itna pyar karti hoon issliye daar gai thi...............I m sorry sweetheart............aab tum mujhe kuch bhi punishment dena chaho main taiyaar hoon
But mujhse kabhi aise naaaaraz mat hona ki main real main hi mar jaau aur vo baat kabhi mat bolna ki maine tumko kabhi bhi kutta samjha, tumko to maine apne parents se bhi jayada pyar kiya hai aur dil main vo jagah di hai jo shayad kabhi kisi aur ko di hai issliye hosake to mujhe maaf kar dena.................i m really sorry sweetheart
Your loving Mehak joshi
Love u sweethear nd pls again sorry

Two Heart and one Soul..................

From the previous some days i have noticed one thing that my sweetheart Neeraj is doing my extra care, i know that he always deserve me but now i dont no that what's the reason behind this either i m going to be fine or my health is now going more poor, only two reasons are there but any ways i don;t know neeraj that what happening behind me but i know that my heart will always beats 4 you only either i live or die ok.
Because we are having two hearts but we both will have a single soul ok, and i don't want to looose you my sweet heart.
Bye, mush u so much.....
your loving Mehak Arora

Missing some one Deeply!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Today is the day when i miss some one so deeply can u guess who is that special person, that is Neeraj .............he is the only one who always remain in my mind either i m in coma or in any stage i don't know which type of magic he has done but its so lovely symphasis that i have never feel befor,Today in Hospital i miss my jaan so deeply but i m not having that much potential that i can talk with him but no problem jaan "Main bahut jaldi theek ho jaungi phir baatein karenge"
love u alot sweetheart.................

Best way to choose your future mate?

I think i move to the solution that how to choose your future mate because from the last 2-3 days i realize that i say's many thing to my sweet jaan but he never taken it serious & i think its a better solution to move a

Moving to a solution.................

There is no point going back and forth with allegations and assertions, and it only creates drama and no solution. Hence, I’d stick to simple facts, and I’ve even offered a compromise, that they may want to consider. TOday i thinked that now i have to move to the solution that after 2 or 3 days i have to hospitalize again i.e i have to do the thing which Neeraj says now today i thinked that i have to do happy & now i have to mentain my blood pressure to get out from this problem............
so Today is the day when i m missing my sweetheart very much but i don't no that he love's me or not after that day..........
Love you sweet heart very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Lost Between November TO April

These r the days in which i don't know that how i have passed my days with out Neeraj but today he proved that he really loves me because i have told to Neeraj that he has to clear this exam & he has done that work very smoothly & i know that love me so much but after that i slaped him because on that day i have losted my temper.
Love u alot jaan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!